It’s like one second we were fine, and the next we weren’t. In one week, I gained and lost everything I had ever wanted in life. I found the thing that makes me happiest, and I managed to lose it. I’m not sure how I did it, or why it happened to me, I just know that it hurts every second of every day. I have to watch the person I am crazy about act like nothing ever happened, like we never spent hours together laughing and just being happy together. I don’t understand how someone can say so much, and in a matter of hours, just take it all back. All the laughs, kisses, late nights, silly dates, hugs, inside jokes, random moments, movie times, family times, everything just suddenly disappeared for you.I don’t know how you did it, or why you did it, but I wish I could let it all go that easy. I wish I could look at you and be okay, I wish I could walk by you and not have the urge to hold your hand again. Everything I ever wanted was there, and then it was gone.. and I don’t know how..